Tired and Dumb

Hey! If you haven’t noticed yet I’m tired and dumb. I once joked of making an OF and my husband agreed. He came up with an email husband slayer and I back out. It got all too real. I’m not bold enough for those actions. I’m introverted and moved during the pandemic so I have no tangable friends and I’m alone. I created this to just get things off my chest without rattling my life. I’m deep in postpartum with a full lack of support. I’m fully aware that i create my reality i just need to release as im withering away.